Maybe i'm just not meant to be here.
I'm sure I can pick a thousand other people who deserve my seat much much much more than I do.
AS result was out. I passed. But passed at a super high risk. Just "cukup makan".
I failed Papa, Mummy, my sis, my bro, my grandparents, uncles, aunties, cousins and friends.
I'm sorry.
Again, people tell me "it's ok, as long as you tried your best."
But, I could have tried harder.
I waste my dad's hard earned cash for tuition, and it's not cheap. Other people don't go tuition, but they can score 4A flat, and can even play all day long.
It's just not easy for me to concentrate. I have nothing to blame, except me.
Everytime I found something to blame, I tell myself, "why can others stand it, but I can't?"
I wasn't born a genius. I'm lazy. I'm not brainy. I'm easily distracted. I'm useless.
Maybe I should quit facebook, gaming and all other stuff and focus on A2 exam.
Bye bye internet.
Friday, August 12, 2011
Sorry
I am THE Jimmy , and this/these came from my shithole at 2:45 AM
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Nobody's born smart. And I'm sorry that you feel that way. And i hope you know none of us see you like how u probably think we see you. You're a part of JPA-MSU much much more than some people that i dont dare mention here. I hope you don't compare yourself to others, because every body studies differently. It's not the quantity of studying, it's the quality. And with all due respect, i dont think u had failed your family. Failure is not when u dont succeed, it's when u think you never will. Never too late to chase that dream, jimmy :) we're always right here beside u. :D
sincerely,
AB and the rest
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